Thursday, May 5, 2011

Kinda bummed...

Ever have a day where you're super emotional & totally irrational?  Today was a day like that for me - thanks in part to PMS, a lack of sleep & feeling a little under the weather this week.
I'm someone who tries to keep it bottled up because I know my bad mood won't last forever.  I rather just take a deep breath, deal with it, get through the day.  Luckily, these days are few in far between.  I try to be patient & content, most of the time. 
But today, I just needed to vent a bit a little... and as I typed (yes, my vent was via email, my only option at the time), it felt good!  They know me well and knew something was up: ''Why are you cranky!?''... but I really shouldn't have done it.  My words were twisted, my point wasn't getting across, and now I feel even worse because this person is mad at me.  And what I was complaining about, in the grand scheme of things, isn't even that big of a deal.  And had nothing to do with anyone besides me.  'sigh'
I really should just start drinking...
Joking.
No really...  anyone up for a margarita?  ;)
If I wasn't so broke, I could really go for some retail therapy.
I'm sure this will blow over... it always does.
Even just typing up this post has made me feel a bit better.  I don't like to burden anyone with my boring, pms-induced rants...but thanks for listening!

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3 comments

  1. Awww, so sorry to hear that you are having a bad day Lena. :( I completely understand how you are feeling though...it's absolutely no fun, but it will pass. Hopefully a good nights sleep will do the trick, along with the beautiful weather we are expected to get this weekend. Thinking of you.

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