Wednesday, November 3, 2010

30 Days Of Truth - Day One

Something you hate about yourself

Hate is such a harsh word.  But I'll give it a try.  There are lots of little, superficial things that I don't like about myself.  My skin is awful, I need to lose a few pounds, my feet got bigger after I had my kids (how does that even happen!?).... but HATE? 

I guess my lack of self-confidence would be the one thing I would really love to change.  I know I could probably accomplish a lot more than I do, especially when it comes to my 'career'.  I wish I had the nerve to quit my job, go back to school and get a degree... in what?  Not sure, but I could probably do it.  I do feel like I'm settling right now and it's frustrating. 

And in my personal life, I'm shy.  Like, really, really shy.  Which makes it harder to make new friends.  I have a handful of friends & family that are my life and I wouldn't trade them for anything, but I do wish I could loosen up a bit more, get out and meet new people. 

I doubt myself too often, and I hate that.

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Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
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